Dammit

Well... my life is spiraling downward. Lots of anxiety, and it is really stressing me out. Yet everyone thinks it's inconceivable for me to be stressed out. I don't have any responsibilities. Misanthropy here I come! Blah.

I tried to go see a specialist and I missed my appointment because of lack of funds. My health insurance was canceled and I am waiting to get reinstated. Super blah.

No one believes or understands the phenomena of anxiety. They say, "Just do it. It's not a big deal. It's all in your head". Really? If it isn't a big deal, why do I have a phobia? If it wasn't a big deal I wouldn't have panic attacks. So fuck you.


So I show no empathy. That doesn't make me a bad person. Your empathetic, but why are you so greedy and selfish? I accept you for who you are regardless. Why can't you do the same?

Projection is an amazing thing. It is by far one of the easiest ways to discover the real person behind the veil.


FUCK!